I am sick of people looking at me like I'm not a person, I'm just my skin colour.
I've never ever had anyone be racist to me before I moved to this shit hole in the country. I miss being in london where it's not just me being coloured. I'm sick of it.. A couple of times I've even wished that I could be white. It was only for a split second but I did. I've never ever felt that way before and I hate that I even thought it. I've always been proud of my colour and my heritage, I am happy being me but I can't even walk to college and back without having old people and kids stare at me. Some keep looking back at me over their shoulders because they think I'm following them and will rob them. I had a kid stare at me every time I passed him in the shop as if he could catch black if I got too close. I hate feeling like this.